Long time

Its being a while since I last write my blog..
a new post here, lots of stuff has happened since then.
Holidays, semester break, having trips to Port Dickson,
all sorts of fun. And a new semester has just started,getting
heat up for a new journey! New hope..and You..still You..
the one always by my side..still changing me..thank you so much..
and counting down the days before you left this place..how miserable
is that feeling...hmm..always loving you..how sweet you are..
and your exam is coming,keep up the spirit,and don't forget to have
enough rest ya!

By the way, I'm still keeping up the pace for my second passion-photography..
getting to know more each time I studied a new magazine..happy with it!
anyway,times moving on,and I have to get going also,and good luck to those who
are having exams..especially You,my pig..and all my friends!!

成功-给我所有的伙伴

朋友，成功是属于自己的，需要自己来拿捏。
一定要加油，时间就是一切，一秒钟也是时间。。
或多或少，多多少少都需要珍惜，也许你们还
看不到它的重要性，也或许你们看得到。。
可能我太唠叨…………不过～
快一些。。看清你们眼前的现实。。
看清楚下一步该怎么走，失败了没关系！
再站起来走过！

我相信大家都会有出人头地的那一天！
我希望看到大家脸上那灿烂的笑容！
我希望有一天你们跟我说，我们成功了！
做什么都好，想想它会给你带来什么。。

对我而言，我真的看到了时间的速度。。
比风还快，一下子就走了。。不等任何人。。
如果追不上，那就是等于你错过了，珍惜
现在有的机会。=）
你们是很棒。。最棒的一群！
我们一起加油！！=）

D90 from Nikon

D90 from Nikon

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Hai..

It's been a while since I last post on you...
guess what?It's finally coming to an end for my first semester..
Lots of stuff to study and vomit during exams..hmm..

Just the Sunday 2 days ago, I was so glad and surprise to
see a very "old friend" of mine,from Malacca ,and I guess
after my senior from Sibu goes back to her hometown,
I may have to survive myself luh..or maybe Em. can help^^

Hoping the exam to pass soon..really a headache and it really
is a heavy burden...

离家那么远。。背着“未来”二字来到异乡，
虽然有好多的冒险与刺激，但还是对家乡
那味道充满着一丝丝的 《念》

A D90? or perhaps D5000?

The D90..


Suddenly I went to check out on the internet once again..
and found out that D90 is a better model,which is released
during August 2008,well,though D5000 is out May 2009,but
the features that is better than D90 is just the tiltable screen
and its a entrl-level camera..hmm..I better make up my mind..

Nikon D5000

Isn't it gorgeous?

Oh..come to papa...wakaka..

Oh boy oh boy oh boy...
During this examination study week period.
Gosh.I've made a big discovery, I've made my decision
of buying a DSLR camera,which is a dream for a long time..
after I made the comparison and stuff, finally I've decided
to get myself a Nikon D5000...but the price is fantabombabulously
expensive,which is about 3Ks..oh boy...
but its worth it,since it has all the functions and requirements
which is very cool and nice..lol...
So I've decided to start my "save money plan"
hmm...hopefully my parents will allow me to buy, photography...
a very serious thing for me..can't wait to lay my hands on those
DSLRs...

Take care my dear..

Hey girl^^
how are you lately? you don't seem to be very fine..
It's been sometime since we last met..hmm...guess what?
Finale is coming, tension..just want to let you know, must
take care of yourself ok? If not I will be so worried@.@

Feel like want to go to Kedah and see you..
be faithful to the Lord always, and wait for
our next meeting patiently ya? hihi...

Love you^^
goodnight..

TB1...

时间过得好快～转眼一个学期就要完了。。
但重点是，大家都没想到会被逼解散。。

当TB1的班歌在耳边鸣起时，突然脑海闪过一幕幕惊人的画面。。
还有好多好多的话，好多好多的欢乐要分享。。
可惜机会是少之又少。。

我说“这就像一出戏，演员拿了剧本，开始演，原以为会演完足足一年，
谁知道在第三个月时戏突然就结束了。。抱着失望的心情。。只好继续
走完各自的路。。”

大家的回忆，在一起说笑的时光，都还环绕在常去的sp corner，canteen，
云吞面摊，还有班上等等。。虽然发生很多的酸甜苦辣，但唯有经过这些
考验，才能让大家成长，并更熟悉对方，你们说是吗？

还记得一星期一次的音乐班吗？大家带着乐器一起玩一起唱，充满了大学
生的青春气息！整堆人一起去吃午餐，赶功课时一起熬夜，考试时一起
抱佛脚的滋味。。这点点滴滴，都将成为过去，但这会是一份没有句号的
剧本，由大家来继续写下去吧！

下学期有空就一起去吃顿饭吧，不要忘记你们还有这些朋友。

天下没有不散的宴席，所以不要太失望，要继续加油哦！
熟语说“晓来谁染霜林醉，总是离人泪”
分离是一定有的，但回忆是永远的。。所以要保重哦。。

...Miss you...

外面正下着雨
听着浪漫抒情的jazz音乐
脑海里闪过的都是你我在一起的画面

何时能再看到你呢？
不知道现在的你过得好吗？
才三天，感觉已经三年了。。

我不在的日子里
要好好照顾自己
要每天开开心心
我。。
好想你。。。

To my dearest...

Dear,


This is a very special letter for you, the Love Unspoken…

Its been a very long time since we met each other…as usual…this morning, when we hug each other, there’s one moment, where you didn’t realize..my eyes were watery…the heaviness of saying goodbye once again…its torturing..I don’t dare to face you because I don’t want you to see me crying..so I controlled myself…

After packing your luggage..I felt the sudden emptiness in my heart…that you will leave once more..the heaviness is gaining…I left you with my jacket, because I want to make sure you’re always warm and safe while I’m not with you…and when you will be at New Zealand next year, that jacket will keep you company, that’s me…then we went to Pasar Seni together where we had our lunch, I felt so happy that I can have the chance just to carry your luggage…when you felt uneasy and sick, I was so worried…the moment when we were back at the LRT station…where we have to bade goodbye once more…I……when finally the door of the LRT slide close…the last moment I saw your face in the crowd…it was…I controlled my tears once again…right after you’re far off…my heart was trembling, “I cannot cry now”, I thought to myself…

Standing inside the LRT heading back to Asia Jaya, I can sense your presence with me, but I still felt the emptiness inside me, the power of sadness was so strong, once again I almost let my tears off in the carriage carrying me back…feeling the light breeze blowing over my face, I can smell your sweetness in the air…the love…so strong…

It has been 2 years since we’ve been together…distance brought us together and separate us far apart…but I’ve never seen or heard or even felt this strong bond like the one between us before, it’s the most challenging part of our story, but we never stop encouraging each other that it will be fine and we will continue this journey together until the end…Thank you so much for this very best part of my life…

This 3 days had been joyful and merry, especially spending these time with you, going for dinner with you my friends, gave you birthday surprise, watch night view together, walking together…its all part of the deepest memories of our story, it’s the first time that we have our own time together and hold our hands so freely, without having to worry about others view and comments…taking care of you is what I’ve always wanted, its really a dream come true…

Dear, when can we see each other again? I’m longing for the next meeting with you, be tough, be strong, nothing will break us apart…just promise me that you will be healthy and happy, that’s the best news for me…

Until then…


P/s : I love you


Your love,
Adrian

Debate...

My debate team..love ya all!oh...yes!!



Computer studies-Debate

Today was a total fantabombabulous debate,erm...quite
cool and yet lots of fun!Our opponent team is quite nervous
but they are good,lolz..Isaiah,our cool director,done lots of
research and gave us lots of hope,Susanna,my teammate,she's
cool though,loud and clear voice and strong will, Jin young,has
improved a lot as well,Eugine,our team's most timid girl><
speak so well that its actually the first time I heard her talk so
loud..XD..and I'm the most useless one..haha...but I'm cool also
loh..

Lots of stuff..

Final is coming,nearer and nearer each day..
Arts assignments and its presentation is creeping by..
what have I done?A camp is coming just two weeks after..
tomorrow will be my English test..

Oh my...

one of my finger for"clay hand" for 3D sculpture has broken..

T_T I used 3 and a half hour just to mold that stupid hand..
its so tiring..art art art...and working journal..artwork powerpoint
presentation..hmm...so tired..

my dear friend out there,bless me that I'm still alive after the
finales...

Haiz...

Why why why...people in the class, people around..
they are acting strange nowdays..lot of stuff have been happening
around..very frustrating..kind of tired already,but at the same
time,some friends of mine,are really nice to me,guys especially,maybe
we understand each other more..girls..a bit guai guai dei..they are very
good in playing with feelings,not to say negative stuff,but the mental war..
they are really the best fighter in it..

Again,hope I can stand tough for another year...

A wish...

Hmm...have been thinking of buying a new camera next year after I succeeded in applying for PTPTN loan..a very big wish for me..a canon big sized camera,where you can pusing pusing the lens in front..haha...my passion for photography is becoming deeper..how I wish I can be one oneday...
A very adventurous dream..
Challenging dream...
Freelance..gosh,I really love to be one..
Canon..wait for me....
I'm COMING!!!!

TB1 talkshow~

Loong Kun as Ah sam,inru as Nga Kor Ming,Isaiah as Najib,
Susanna and Me as Xiao Yu and Gary Yap respectively^^


The three groups of the day!


The Talkshow Host of the day..i'm so leng zhai..wakaka..
(Me,Jayne,Angela and Susanna)


Our team with Ms. Suvitha,out tutor.


During the talkshow.


Let me show you all some pictures from the talkshow recently,very nice!
Our group is talking about PPSMI,which is teaching Science and Mathematics
in BM.A hot topic,lolz...
Marks are quite high,we didn't sleep the night before the talkshow@@
But we got what we deserved,praise the Lord!

Very the Crazy~

Alrighty!at last,the craziest week is over,but unfortunately,our ARTS visual
diary need to handed in by next Monday,because our tutor doesn't want to see rubbish@@
(that's what she said)

The whole week is life without a schedule or procedure or plan,every day we are
rushing to finish our assignments,day and night non-stop...really a hard time,but the
process is fun!Just yesterday,I didn't eat my dinner until today's lunch=.=
really a miserable life...and the worst is that we have no time to sleep at all...
but at least we manage to finish our computer studies and economics assignment,next
week onward will be having lots of presentations...gosh..
when will these ends?

...tired...

Crazy week..

Hmm...a crazy week ahead..
why do I said so?Because of the mountains of assignments
waiting for me,Arts..economics,computer studies,talkshow....
gosh...I still have like...almost 10 pieces of artwork for my visual
diary..very the cham...hmm...
I'm going to have to stay awake for the next whole week..to finish
the stupid assignments..mates,all the best to you all too..
we burn our midnight oil or whatever oil together ba...

傻子。。

最近觉得自己很傻。。以前不是这样的，怎么现在会呢。。
不是我们的问题就不要插手，搞到自己那么辛苦，哎。。。
傻子。。快醒来！恩。。关心人就好，不要过份到去控制。。
这样会让人很辛苦。。哎。。这个傻子，快放下吧！

不是什么大不了的事，想开些，开朗些！

那个傻子就是我..=.=!!!

A friend said that I'm a simple guy with a complicated mind..
guess he's right..I think too much..Prejudice..as I learnt today,is
a really bad stuff to do..wake up adrian..you are once a leader,and you will always do!act like one!!
I will start from today!..
wait and see..

1 Day Trip to Klang..

Very nice picture taken by my friend,like it..lan ci a bit..haha..


Today accidentally,Me and Loong Kun decided to stay at Inru's house,at Klang.
A breath taking experience,fun and enjoyable!
Let the pictures do the talking then...


At the bus-stop


BAK KUT TEH~really nice,and cheap,RM30.60 for three..



At the biggest park nearby In Ru's house


At the beach,posing and taking pictures


Three of us,and the "eagle" crow..I manage to snap a picture of it,by chasing its movement.
Very nice,I personally felt it.



The seafood place,actually its full,though its somewhere very mysterious and hard to find,lol..
but the food tastes good!


Actually I felt kind of released from all the busyness of school and city life,its really a good
chance for me to get some fresh air out of this trip..yeah..quite nice!
So for those of you feeling stressed and really pissed off,try these short trip to a
place and get yourselves some enjoyable experience!

Hurt...

Lord..how many have I hurt...how many hearts have been broken because of me?
......I cannot understand that,why....let it be me Lord...let me be the one suffering..
Let myself alone suffer for them...why...I just cannot understand...why..

Teach me..to grow up in spirituality and physically..I need You.....
Forgive me for what I have done..Just give me the chance to stand up again...
I need You...please don't ever let others suffer because of me...Please...

I Love You...

What the...

These few days have been internal emotional distracted...
relationship,studies,stupid assignments..lots of unsolvable
stuff happening around me..what the...and sometimes feel
like why am i here..why?...pressure has consumed me i
guess..though im happy looking from the outside..trust me,
im not really happy,lots of crap has been in my mind..
God help me please..so frustrated,annoyed..rubbish...
crap..junk...argggghhhhh.....shit..

Stuff...

Things a getting more and more confusing these days..
my mid term is just another 2 days time..Im still in a blurred
state..what is happening to me?assignments..its really a lot..

and somemore troubling mind of mine..its hard to predict
what will happen to me next...Life in campus is ok,but somehow
there are still some little problems here and there..

with my friends..hmm..sorry to you..and all...

Day passes...

It's getting misty...cloudy...but please don't cover the light..


Well,time passes by...
real fast...its like a month plus since I first step
into this place,everything just went on so fast..

Lots of things had happened around me,problems between friends,
classmates,even misunderstandings between friends,families,loved ones..
sometime i'm asking myself,why these problems keep on coming towards
us..human...

There's definitely no answer to it..well..keep it that way,I don't
want to know either..

人在江湖，生不由己啊～

Its a lot of difference between city people and people coming
from a smaller places..and its really true...world is a bright
place to stay in,also a dark place to hide ourselves..the true self..

things can get nasty around here,I'm actually seeing a lot of these stuffs these days..anyway,hope it won't affect my studies and my future..
Guys and gals around,do appreciate every moment of your life time,its only once,not twice..

少些计较，多些宽仁，人生就不会如此的痛苦。。
让他人一步，好过踩他一脚，那不是更好吗？。。。真搞不明白
现在的人想些什么。。哎。。。加油吧。。。


From:troubled
adrian...@@

.....

Internet line=sucks
For few days cannot online,suddenly can..
after a while,stupid METROFON got broke down...
without internet..life=boring..well,what to say?

These two days had been through with fun and
tiredness..Saturday went Mid Vally,Sunday whole
morning at church,fund raising Coffee Morning..kinda
fun thing to do..

anyway,hope u all had nice weekends,by the way.
mid term test is coming XD...cham....

Today=crap..

While we were waiting for the bus to come...



Journey to Dataran Merdeka!




This historical place...but can you see everyone is actually
going back?lol...




The flag pole which broke the record...I mean,its the highest!
Be "proud" of it!



While waiting for the bus to go back..lol...family...



Hi,everyone...this morning we were suppose to do a so-called "special assignment"
at Dataran Merdeka..We were ordered to be at school at 0630 a.m. .....and guess what,
I actually walked to school at around 0610 and went to eat breakfast at a mamak stall opposite
our school,after that,we actually waited for the bus until 9 sth..then finally got to the
place where we're suppose to do our stuff,after we reached the place,it was so crowded with
people,everyone wearing the T-shirt that were given to us..(kinda stupid)...after we reached ther,10 guys were asked to get ourselves the goody bag...and balloons were seen soaring up the sky..and...

GUESS WHAT??

We were just in time to see the CLOSING CEREMONY,my GOD....
For Heaven's sake,can't the government do something which is
more beneficial?rather than forcing people to come to some strange
event and do arobit and go home?..isn't it a waste of time?
Then we need to wait for another hour to go
back to our school..lol...

A day is wasted AGAIN...and what about our 5% assignment?
guess we need to confirm again with Ms.Wong Lee Sa...

but the fun part was that we manage to be given the chance to
say the "1 MALAYSIA!!" slogan in front of the video camera of the
reporter...and we manage to catch photos with our classmates and
stuff like that,though its a boring day,but we had a really enjoyable
time there!

P/S: I think Malaysian government is really good at organising
these stuff,which is full of "SEMANGAT PATRIOTISM"
and I think its a kind of funny things...sorry if I have offended
anyone..XD

oh come on man...

To tell ya all the truth,life here isn't as good as you think.
Money is needed everywhere,anywhere,anytime..I cannot imagine the money
i had spent in just this one month time,bus tickets,meals,school stuff..everything!
gosh..and its kinda inconvenient since i don't have a car with me..everything started
from zero...but...

Its starting to be fun as well,as you get along well with your coursemates,friends..
Its really fun to study in uni,its free,its nice,only some policies are lauzy...yup..
I just went to karaoke with my friends yesterday,it was really cool..well...
let me introduce something to you all..



my classrep and courserep..we called him "cause rape"haha..just kidding..
He's a funny guy though..





these are my classmates and coursemate,funny bunch of ppl..
craziest of all foundations..wakaka...



food here are very nice as well..this was taken at one
of the kedai makan at "qi qiong gai" called "tang ren jie"
this is "cha siu mee"...mm.....

So isn't it interesting?I mean you start a new life at somewhere where nobody actually know
you..and you can start all over again!hurray...
happy reading^^

Uni

So at last,my school life at UTAR has started..
its quite interesting actually,how am I suppose to say?
the first day was totally teribble.I missed the whole day class..man..
But as lessons go on,I found out that its really more free compare
to secondary school life,1 or 2 hours in the middle of each lessons,
having the chance to meet new friends and limteh during every break..
wow...fantastic,and I'm the only one from Sarawak in my class of 25
coursemate..what a funny thing,everyone is like,wow,your from
Sarawak,cool!!But its good that I only needs to do account which is
the only "figure" subject that I need to sit for,other than that,its quite
fun actually.and I'm looking forward for the lessons and lecture..
You know.you can wear whatever you like during school time,no one
cares about you...its really free,and just a problem,everything needs
money!I was just forced to buy a printer as all the lecture and tutorial
notes needs to be printed for class use,so I had no choice..hmm..
and good luck to all my mates out there,God bless!!

Busy night life..

The food key-chain..makes you hungry..


Its 11:30pm...


The Bread key-chain,with flavour..


You can't see the edge of it!



Hi,I'm back with more news!
Just yesterday,my housemate had brought me to the
BIGGEST AND LONGEST PASAR MALAM in M'sia!
You cannot imagine the place,its quivalent to 2 hours walk!
And the people there is really like sardins in the can...oh my..
We started to walk by 9:30..and when we were out of the place...
Its 11:40pm..there are many things to buy,all sorts of foods and drinks..
and its quite cheap..and there are many cute key chains,they're the "food"
key chain!I'll show you in the photos that I've taken.

KL....west Malaysia..

The Mid Valley shopping mall..


My stupid pose..


The Garden shopping mall,so huge!


My farewell at the airport..


Midnight life at KL..hmm...

23rd of May..
Yesterday,when I was on the plane,heading KL,my heart was totally empty.
Empty with sadness and heaviness,my gang was with me at the airport...hugging
and shaking hands..it was really a sad scene,my biggest n tallest friend Toh even
cried..When I was finally onboard..wow..I cannot imagine the sadness...
Just two times I closed my eyes to rest,I'd arrived KL..before the plane landed..
still a few hundred metres above the ground..I can only describe my feelings with these
few words...It will be a busy life ahead...for four long years...after we reached the airport,we use the bus to go to KL central,me and my family sat at the mamak coffee shop for the rest
1 and a half hour,meaning until 1:30am..after we settle down in the hotel it was 4 something in
the morning,because the hotel we reserved earlier was full..my first time in KL and
yet so interesting!

24th of May..
Well..Its quite a brand new feeling..
This morning we had "brunch" at the nearby coffee shop..I still cannot
accept the high price of the food..hmm...and the journey from one place to
another is so far..well...I went to Mid valley with my family at about 4pm..
It was about 10 or more Parksons of Sibu..walk until my leg cramp..
It is really busy life in KL..cars are still roaming around the city even after midnight!
But of course,I felt the excitement from inside myself,It will be a totally new life..
nobody knows me,and I know nobody..quite cool,but at the same time,I will
go back in the holiday and meet my teachers and friends and family soon!
Adrian,all the best!

God bless all of ya!

Sunset is the symbol of the end of a day..its just like my feeling
these few days..the time is almost up..(Taken at Limbang)




When I look back,what i can say is..wow...
6 years has gone..so fast..I still cannot imagine myself, packing up
my bags, and everything else to somewhere not with the name Sibu..
for a few years.We are still so young 6 years ago,just came to know
Secondary school life,everyone..not only me..then we slowly get to know
new friends,new things,and we start to learn new things as well..
From then on until today,I never felt regret for what I've gone through..
In fact,if it is not because of everything that has happened ,I will not be so
tough today,thanks to everyone and especially our Loving Father..who has
planned all these for me..I'm so proud to be one part of SMK.Sacred Heart..
It is where I start my active life,in Red crescent..and my Sacred Heart church,its where I really
belong and where I serve..I'm so proud that everyone that I met has strengthen myself
so much,after every trouble and every success..and everyone around me seems to care for me so much..its a very pleasant feeling though..I've really grown so much..and now its finally
time for me to leave,for my future sake..a journey that everyone must go through..
to everyone who is reading,when one day you look back at you're life that you've gone through..
If its good,give yourself a clap and continue on..if its not,start now,change the bad and start
the new you..I myself am indeed glad with myself,though I'm not the best,but God has
done the rest..These few days,before I leave,I do wish to spend this few moments
well and great,and leave behind not the bad things,but all the fruits that I can bear,for
the Lord..friends,brothers and sisters,once again,thank you so much..to have all of you in my life
made me leave behind footprints that is so nicely shaped..
Really felt so proud to have you people around..
and please remember,everything that is gone,will never come back again..
appreciate everything that is happening around you...take them as an experience..and not
failures,but challenge..
and all of your comments will be a good support for my blog..
Thanks..

Precious moment...

Brothers and sisters


At Permai garden



My name,lighted with candle




Thanks..all of you...



Well,this is my farewell party that my bro and sis has done for me..
They really put in so much effort for me,and i had a very precious
moment with them all,thank you very much..Maybe its a very simple
farewell,but for me its the best thing in life to have u ppl with me.
And after 3 days,I'll be saying goodbye to all of you,but remember..
The relatonship will be there forever,no one is going to break it,
and no one can!I cannot describe all of these with words..but it relly
means a lot to me..God bless all of you..^^

Life is like a movie..directed by God,
acted by ourselves,if we go against God,
meaning we won't be acting a good movie..and
for sure we will be kicked out by Him.
Well,time really passes by fast,its almost
time for me here in Sibu,friends around are having exam,
i'm sitting at home like a statue..but at the same time,
it makes me think more,about the past,everything
that i've gone through..everything that has troubled me,
that has made me happy..its sort of a flash back thing,it
really makes me appreciate things,people around me more!
Hmm..guess its another feeling of heaviness to leave,that
makes me want to write again..
When people around us decreases day by day..
you will surely feel the loneliness again,but what to do?
This is life,sometimes it can be realy cruel.
Just stay positive and have a peaceful mind thats all,
and for all my mates!Good Luck in your exams!!!

countdown..

Well..its about time i say bye bye to my small little hometown..
i'm starting to countdown and found that its only 9 days left for me here..
how sad..but i'm sure i'm going to get use to the environment quite quick.
But at the same time..i'm going to leave my family and friends..sob sob..
God will lighten my path!Bro and Sis,thanks for everything all these while..and of course
the support that my family has given me..its so wonderful to have them in my life!
Don't ask me why i made this decision to leave,my answer is,God wants me to..
God has planned everything,if its He who wants me to do so,I will certainly say yes!

Sports' Day

Our group photo with Mr. Teh

one of the masterpiece of mine,sunset after sports day.

One of the hideout program at ah cheng's house during sports day.

One team, one sound, one spirit,we are the RED ARMY!!!

our champion trophy..




Sports' Day of SHS has finally being held on the 29th and 30th of April.
This will be my last time joining sports day of this school.well,its relaxing,
having two days off with my friends and classmates enjoying the moments in the stadium.
The most glorious moment is that our footdrill competition,category Lembaga, our Prefectorial Board got Champion!which cause me to be in the newspaper the next day!lol...
anyway,thanks to all the prefects fol their hardwork and cooperations that we can have this number one,and the events went on smoothly for the two days.today we are having a relay competition with teacher's group,well,you certainly cannot imagine that our Pengetua, Mr. Vinson is participating as well!Its quite fun actually,with all the cheerful and enjoyable voices around.
It gave me a nice and perfect full-stop.