What the...

These few days have been internal emotional distracted...
relationship,studies,stupid assignments..lots of unsolvable
stuff happening around me..what the...and sometimes feel
like why am i here..why?...pressure has consumed me i
guess..though im happy looking from the outside..trust me,
im not really happy,lots of crap has been in my mind..
God help me please..so frustrated,annoyed..rubbish...
crap..junk...argggghhhhh.....shit..