...Miss you...

外面正下着雨
听着浪漫抒情的jazz音乐
脑海里闪过的都是你我在一起的画面

何时能再看到你呢？
不知道现在的你过得好吗？
才三天，感觉已经三年了。。

我不在的日子里
要好好照顾自己
要每天开开心心
我。。
好想你。。。

To my dearest...

Dear,


This is a very special letter for you, the Love Unspoken…

Its been a very long time since we met each other…as usual…this morning, when we hug each other, there’s one moment, where you didn’t realize..my eyes were watery…the heaviness of saying goodbye once again…its torturing..I don’t dare to face you because I don’t want you to see me crying..so I controlled myself…

After packing your luggage..I felt the sudden emptiness in my heart…that you will leave once more..the heaviness is gaining…I left you with my jacket, because I want to make sure you’re always warm and safe while I’m not with you…and when you will be at New Zealand next year, that jacket will keep you company, that’s me…then we went to Pasar Seni together where we had our lunch, I felt so happy that I can have the chance just to carry your luggage…when you felt uneasy and sick, I was so worried…the moment when we were back at the LRT station…where we have to bade goodbye once more…I……when finally the door of the LRT slide close…the last moment I saw your face in the crowd…it was…I controlled my tears once again…right after you’re far off…my heart was trembling, “I cannot cry now”, I thought to myself…

Standing inside the LRT heading back to Asia Jaya, I can sense your presence with me, but I still felt the emptiness inside me, the power of sadness was so strong, once again I almost let my tears off in the carriage carrying me back…feeling the light breeze blowing over my face, I can smell your sweetness in the air…the love…so strong…

It has been 2 years since we’ve been together…distance brought us together and separate us far apart…but I’ve never seen or heard or even felt this strong bond like the one between us before, it’s the most challenging part of our story, but we never stop encouraging each other that it will be fine and we will continue this journey together until the end…Thank you so much for this very best part of my life…

This 3 days had been joyful and merry, especially spending these time with you, going for dinner with you my friends, gave you birthday surprise, watch night view together, walking together…its all part of the deepest memories of our story, it’s the first time that we have our own time together and hold our hands so freely, without having to worry about others view and comments…taking care of you is what I’ve always wanted, its really a dream come true…

Dear, when can we see each other again? I’m longing for the next meeting with you, be tough, be strong, nothing will break us apart…just promise me that you will be healthy and happy, that’s the best news for me…

Until then…


P/s : I love you


Your love,
Adrian

Debate...

My debate team..love ya all!oh...yes!!



Computer studies-Debate

Today was a total fantabombabulous debate,erm...quite
cool and yet lots of fun!Our opponent team is quite nervous
but they are good,lolz..Isaiah,our cool director,done lots of
research and gave us lots of hope,Susanna,my teammate,she's
cool though,loud and clear voice and strong will, Jin young,has
improved a lot as well,Eugine,our team's most timid girl><
speak so well that its actually the first time I heard her talk so
loud..XD..and I'm the most useless one..haha...but I'm cool also
loh..

Lots of stuff..

Final is coming,nearer and nearer each day..
Arts assignments and its presentation is creeping by..
what have I done?A camp is coming just two weeks after..
tomorrow will be my English test..

Oh my...

one of my finger for"clay hand" for 3D sculpture has broken..

T_T I used 3 and a half hour just to mold that stupid hand..
its so tiring..art art art...and working journal..artwork powerpoint
presentation..hmm...so tired..

my dear friend out there,bless me that I'm still alive after the
finales...

Haiz...

Why why why...people in the class, people around..
they are acting strange nowdays..lot of stuff have been happening
around..very frustrating..kind of tired already,but at the same
time,some friends of mine,are really nice to me,guys especially,maybe
we understand each other more..girls..a bit guai guai dei..they are very
good in playing with feelings,not to say negative stuff,but the mental war..
they are really the best fighter in it..

Again,hope I can stand tough for another year...

A wish...

Hmm...have been thinking of buying a new camera next year after I succeeded in applying for PTPTN loan..a very big wish for me..a canon big sized camera,where you can pusing pusing the lens in front..haha...my passion for photography is becoming deeper..how I wish I can be one oneday...
A very adventurous dream..
Challenging dream...
Freelance..gosh,I really love to be one..
Canon..wait for me....
I'm COMING!!!!

TB1 talkshow~

Loong Kun as Ah sam,inru as Nga Kor Ming,Isaiah as Najib,
Susanna and Me as Xiao Yu and Gary Yap respectively^^


The three groups of the day!


The Talkshow Host of the day..i'm so leng zhai..wakaka..
(Me,Jayne,Angela and Susanna)


Our team with Ms. Suvitha,out tutor.


During the talkshow.


Let me show you all some pictures from the talkshow recently,very nice!
Our group is talking about PPSMI,which is teaching Science and Mathematics
in BM.A hot topic,lolz...
Marks are quite high,we didn't sleep the night before the talkshow@@
But we got what we deserved,praise the Lord!

Very the Crazy~

Alrighty!at last,the craziest week is over,but unfortunately,our ARTS visual
diary need to handed in by next Monday,because our tutor doesn't want to see rubbish@@
(that's what she said)

The whole week is life without a schedule or procedure or plan,every day we are
rushing to finish our assignments,day and night non-stop...really a hard time,but the
process is fun!Just yesterday,I didn't eat my dinner until today's lunch=.=
really a miserable life...and the worst is that we have no time to sleep at all...
but at least we manage to finish our computer studies and economics assignment,next
week onward will be having lots of presentations...gosh..
when will these ends?

...tired...

Crazy week..

Hmm...a crazy week ahead..
why do I said so?Because of the mountains of assignments
waiting for me,Arts..economics,computer studies,talkshow....
gosh...I still have like...almost 10 pieces of artwork for my visual
diary..very the cham...hmm...
I'm going to have to stay awake for the next whole week..to finish
the stupid assignments..mates,all the best to you all too..
we burn our midnight oil or whatever oil together ba...