Hurt...

Lord..how many have I hurt...how many hearts have been broken because of me?
......I cannot understand that,why....let it be me Lord...let me be the one suffering..
Let myself alone suffer for them...why...I just cannot understand...why..

Teach me..to grow up in spirituality and physically..I need You.....
Forgive me for what I have done..Just give me the chance to stand up again...
I need You...please don't ever let others suffer because of me...Please...

I Love You...

What the...

These few days have been internal emotional distracted...
relationship,studies,stupid assignments..lots of unsolvable
stuff happening around me..what the...and sometimes feel
like why am i here..why?...pressure has consumed me i
guess..though im happy looking from the outside..trust me,
im not really happy,lots of crap has been in my mind..
God help me please..so frustrated,annoyed..rubbish...
crap..junk...argggghhhhh.....shit..

Stuff...

Things a getting more and more confusing these days..
my mid term is just another 2 days time..Im still in a blurred
state..what is happening to me?assignments..its really a lot..

and somemore troubling mind of mine..its hard to predict
what will happen to me next...Life in campus is ok,but somehow
there are still some little problems here and there..

with my friends..hmm..sorry to you..and all...

Day passes...

It's getting misty...cloudy...but please don't cover the light..


Well,time passes by...
real fast...its like a month plus since I first step
into this place,everything just went on so fast..

Lots of things had happened around me,problems between friends,
classmates,even misunderstandings between friends,families,loved ones..
sometime i'm asking myself,why these problems keep on coming towards
us..human...

There's definitely no answer to it..well..keep it that way,I don't
want to know either..

人在江湖，生不由己啊～

Its a lot of difference between city people and people coming
from a smaller places..and its really true...world is a bright
place to stay in,also a dark place to hide ourselves..the true self..

things can get nasty around here,I'm actually seeing a lot of these stuffs these days..anyway,hope it won't affect my studies and my future..
Guys and gals around,do appreciate every moment of your life time,its only once,not twice..

少些计较，多些宽仁，人生就不会如此的痛苦。。
让他人一步，好过踩他一脚，那不是更好吗？。。。真搞不明白
现在的人想些什么。。哎。。。加油吧。。。


From:troubled
adrian...@@

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Internet line=sucks
For few days cannot online,suddenly can..
after a while,stupid METROFON got broke down...
without internet..life=boring..well,what to say?

These two days had been through with fun and
tiredness..Saturday went Mid Vally,Sunday whole
morning at church,fund raising Coffee Morning..kinda
fun thing to do..

anyway,hope u all had nice weekends,by the way.
mid term test is coming XD...cham....

Today=crap..

While we were waiting for the bus to come...



Journey to Dataran Merdeka!




This historical place...but can you see everyone is actually
going back?lol...




The flag pole which broke the record...I mean,its the highest!
Be "proud" of it!



While waiting for the bus to go back..lol...family...



Hi,everyone...this morning we were suppose to do a so-called "special assignment"
at Dataran Merdeka..We were ordered to be at school at 0630 a.m. .....and guess what,
I actually walked to school at around 0610 and went to eat breakfast at a mamak stall opposite
our school,after that,we actually waited for the bus until 9 sth..then finally got to the
place where we're suppose to do our stuff,after we reached the place,it was so crowded with
people,everyone wearing the T-shirt that were given to us..(kinda stupid)...after we reached ther,10 guys were asked to get ourselves the goody bag...and balloons were seen soaring up the sky..and...

GUESS WHAT??

We were just in time to see the CLOSING CEREMONY,my GOD....
For Heaven's sake,can't the government do something which is
more beneficial?rather than forcing people to come to some strange
event and do arobit and go home?..isn't it a waste of time?
Then we need to wait for another hour to go
back to our school..lol...

A day is wasted AGAIN...and what about our 5% assignment?
guess we need to confirm again with Ms.Wong Lee Sa...

but the fun part was that we manage to be given the chance to
say the "1 MALAYSIA!!" slogan in front of the video camera of the
reporter...and we manage to catch photos with our classmates and
stuff like that,though its a boring day,but we had a really enjoyable
time there!

P/S: I think Malaysian government is really good at organising
these stuff,which is full of "SEMANGAT PATRIOTISM"
and I think its a kind of funny things...sorry if I have offended
anyone..XD

oh come on man...

To tell ya all the truth,life here isn't as good as you think.
Money is needed everywhere,anywhere,anytime..I cannot imagine the money
i had spent in just this one month time,bus tickets,meals,school stuff..everything!
gosh..and its kinda inconvenient since i don't have a car with me..everything started
from zero...but...

Its starting to be fun as well,as you get along well with your coursemates,friends..
Its really fun to study in uni,its free,its nice,only some policies are lauzy...yup..
I just went to karaoke with my friends yesterday,it was really cool..well...
let me introduce something to you all..



my classrep and courserep..we called him "cause rape"haha..just kidding..
He's a funny guy though..





these are my classmates and coursemate,funny bunch of ppl..
craziest of all foundations..wakaka...



food here are very nice as well..this was taken at one
of the kedai makan at "qi qiong gai" called "tang ren jie"
this is "cha siu mee"...mm.....

So isn't it interesting?I mean you start a new life at somewhere where nobody actually know
you..and you can start all over again!hurray...
happy reading^^